Merapi

Merapi is one of the mountain in Indonesia which also an active stratovolcano. Merapi located between Central Java and Yogyakarta.

Nowadays, the volcano is erupted. Abt twice. On 26th October and lately on 1st November.
These was a disaster, i know. Many ppl die become a victim because Merapi exploded.

I never been in such condition. Being a victim because natural disaster. And i know it must be hard for them who lost a family member, lover, or maybe sick physically and the worst is mentally. I can't imagine how become one of them. They really need a support.

Rescuer is one of solution. They really have a big heart, you know. Without any fear they come and support the victims, giving the best for the victims.

My best friend, best brother, best in everything in my life went there to be a rescuer. I don't know how i should react. I am proud of him, on the other hand, i am afraid. Afraid if something happens. He told me "membantu untuk orang lain kan ga ada salahnya". And he told me that he was happy when his mother told him this "Siapa yang ga bangga anaknya jadi relawan? Ibu banggalah kamu jadi relawan, tapi ga ada salahnya kan kalo ibu cemas kepada anaknya. Was was kalo setiap ada motor lewat, itu kabar buruk tentang kamu" I was quite the same with his Mom. Proud yet worried like hell. But everything I gave to God. God always have the best plan for us. :)

My letter to him:
Baby, may Allah always be with you.Do your best in Merapi. Remember to come home. Remember you still have me. I am here to stay and wait for you always. :*

Paranoid.

I am so afraid.
Really.

Thursday is a curse.

You know why i wrote that title. Cause i need to do 10 hours for study this Thursday. Plus at night i need to validate tickets for JGTC on the spot!

And i am so f*cking tired. I just need to sleep. Please please this November is killing me.

GIVE ME SOME TIME TO SLEEP!

f r e a k!

him: F R E A K !
me: F R E A K L O V E R! ♥

i guess both of us are going to have a lot of conversation with no meaning.

and we are doing stupid things will continue.

73 days.

h a p p y
t w o
m o n t h s,
b a b y.

p.s: thanks for the last 3days.

happy bday, Mom!

Happy bday beloved mom!
Wishing you still remember me as your lil girl.
And wishing you wanna talk to me in anytime soon.
LOVE.

30 days.

"Your love ends by penetrating me like a lukewarm rain,
and I feel myself soaked in it down
to the very bottom of my heart"

Thanks for being such a perfect boyfriend these 30 days, my love.

Neither of us were perfect, but all i need and want is
YOU.
May today become the first month for every month to come in
happiness and sadness with you by my side.
Eko Setiawan