Saturday, January 23

Lovable-Rocknroll-Crazy Lil Sista i Ever Have ♥

Today is my lil sis bday. Not sister in literally means. Just like, i feel she's like my sis also my BFF :)

Read this before. This is my feeling about her. :)

And this is written by Anonymous called "A FRIEND"

Accepts you as you are
Believes in "you"
Calls you just to say "HI"
Doesn't give up on you
Envisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
Forgives your mistakes
Gives unconditionally
Helps you
Invites you over
Just because
Keeps you close at heart
Loves you for who you are
Makes a difference in your life
Never Judges
Offers support
Picks you up
Quiets your fears
Raises your spirits
Says nice things about you
Tells you the truth when you need to hear it
Understands you
Values you
Walks beside you
Xxoxoxoxxxoooxxoxo
Yells when you won't listen and
Zaps you back to reality
May we always be "good buddies"
May we always be good friends
and may our friendship be the kind
that never ends...

A letter for you my dear, lovable-rocknroll-crazy lil sista

You may not know how it feels like to have you.
Yes You!
Do you remember the first time i see you and meet you?
I, honestly, don't remember in that.
Blame me cause of it.
And i deserve it, i admit it.

I just know it's just happened. Us happened.
And don't blame me cause of it.
I'm glad. And i know you are too. ;)

It is one year of craziness.
You + me are chaotic.
This year we always had fun!
I know your dirty lil secret and mine also.
I was worried about you that time.
Everytime you told me you did it, i cried.
I don't wanna lose you, my lil sis. NO!
Never in a lifetime.
And i told you mine also.
It was hard to tell it.
No one knows, only you.
Even until now. You are my key. Keep it.
And i know you will.

one year of calmness.
You - me = I'm getting mature.
You told me about the worst part.
I remembered, that time was a long vacation.
You were getting worst. I don't wanna lose you.
You are out of your control.
And i can not do anything to help you.
What kind of big sis i am? I am worst! THE WORST!
You promised me not doing it again.
I smiled. I trust you.
Another mess came up.
We won't be able to be at one school anymore.
It hurt to imagine that you are going to have a new sis.
And i felt the effort already.
But i know, i always in your heart.

one year of busy-not-my-kind-of-thing-for-heaven's-sake
so, this is the third year
I am busy doing my stuffs.
School. Final Test. Colleges. Future.
Everything in mind but you.
Am i wrong?
I don't know exactly.
Did we hang out together alot?
NO!
But, we still hanging out.
You also doing your stuffs. Radio, School, Enemies, new Besties.
And I'm happy you did it.
And I'm happy we can understand each other.
Do we need time to be close? YES!
Do we need time to keep it close? Honest answer is YES.
But it's a NO for us.
:)

The current year, which is now

I am away from you.
To study. I miss you.
Luckily, when you are being 18th.
I am here for you.
To celebrate your birthday.
I am glad for being your sister.
HAPPY BDAY MY LOVABLE-ROCKNROLL-CRAZY LIL SISTA,
Patricia Ema Janesti Silalahi ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

i love youuuu x)

 
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