Emptiness

As i am writing this, my feeling and my mind is EMPTY.

I don't know why. Just realized fr a few days ago i am not me. I am a different person. The fake smile, fake laugh. I don't what's in my mind. I feel empty. I wanna laugh out loud like a crazy person, wanna cry til i feel OK, wanna angry but don't know why. But i just can't do all the things. I guess i am being a fake person now? And i don't know the reason why.

Just wish everything will back to normal for me.